i have written a response about 30 times… then deleted it.

I don’t know what to say, because it’s over and I hate that!

So here it is…

I searched for a loophole, but just couldn’t find one. I wish i could push this all aside and go back to the start. You’re right, I will never find another one like you… which is why I don’t want to end it. I want to be the “company you seek” and fill your life with good things, and make you a better man, and everything. But I can’t. I can’t be that for you… I wish we could “just be friends” and try again… but I can’t just be friends with someone that I have such strong feelings for… Nights won’t be the same anymore, not without constant texts from you… I will miss you desperatly.. and if we should find our way into eachothers lives again, i promise to try harder… and never leave. You are amazing, and you deserve amazing. I don’t want to say it’s over, and I don’t want to say goodbye.

I’m so sorry.