this better not be happening… haha
my favorite thing about kermit the frog is that sometimes he makes this face
first “annon” message… super creepy but i will take it! hahahaha!
last night i had every horrible dream imaginable about him. I would wake up after one, be crushed, fall back asleep and have another one. It was heartbreaking. they were so real. I don’t want to sleep tonight, cuz i dont think i can take one more…
tonight I was texting my best friend… complaining about boys and how much it sucks being single. And at the same time, how being in a relationship is just as difficult. It’s confusing. Anyway- it just really got me thinking…
lately I have been dwelling in the fact that a friendship recently ended (for no reason either) and I decided it was time to move on. If you can’t get over your pride long enough to text me back, after I tell you about our mutual friend getting badly hurt in an accident, then you aren’t worth my time. You obviously don’t care about me, so i was wrong in assuming our friendship was legit. It sucks. I doubt you even realize how badly you hurt me. But I AM MOVING ON (even if i have to keep reminding myself of that).
On an unrelated- yet also sort of related note- I have come to the conclusion that my latest “crush” is similar to a celebrity crush… you fall for a fictional character or a celebrity- because they are just too good to be true. You can pine after them all you want, but nothing will come of it. That is what this is. All though i desperatly wish it was something more, i’m pretty sure he was just someone I met through a mutual friend that I will admire from a distance… no joke- whenever I see him on my FB news feed I turn into a giddy little girl. It’s ridiculous, and so much fun. But, on the small tiny minuscule chance I see him again, and something comes of this… my life would be complete :)
ok. my psuedo-teenage rant is over for now.
Liam reading Justin Bieber’s song ‘Boyfriend’