ok… where is mine?
hahaha! Also- this makes me think of Eri cuz she likes this fool so much :)
just a week ago…
wow… a lot can happen in one week. I still think about you all the time though. I hope you are happy. truly.
got my hair cut and feeling GOOD! <3
now… whenever I see a train go by… I think about you
even if it was only “us” for a little bit…
How can you miss someone SO desperatly, after only knowing them for a month? :(
i have written a response about 30 times… then deleted it.
I don’t know what to say, because it’s over and I hate that!
So here it is…
I searched for a loophole, but just couldn’t find one. I wish i could push this all aside and go back to the start. You’re right, I will never find another one like you… which is why I don’t want to end it. I want to be the “company you seek” and fill your life with good things, and make you a better man, and everything. But I can’t. I can’t be that for you… I wish we could “just be friends” and try again… but I can’t just be friends with someone that I have such strong feelings for… Nights won’t be the same anymore, not without constant texts from you… I will miss you desperatly.. and if we should find our way into eachothers lives again, i promise to try harder… and never leave. You are amazing, and you deserve amazing. I don’t want to say it’s over, and I don’t want to say goodbye.
I’m so sorry.
You were crazy about me.
I was crazy for leaving you.
nothing.makes.sense.to.me.anymore.
